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Hello. How are you? I am fine.

Yeah, I know. Nobody is fine right now. I guess what I mean to say is that I am back – I hope – and I have no excuse for being away. Not an exciting excuse anyway. Several months ago, I just stopped being able to find time to muck about in my insignificant little web space.

And then. Some things happened. Pandemic. Civil Rights Crisis. Hybrid Civil War.

How frivolous is a cooking blog now? We all have more serious, more relevant, more urgent work to do and matters to consider.

However.

We choose which human constructs to embrace every minute: Faith, Reason, Justice, Oppression, Equanimity, Retaliation, Protest, Acceptance…. Why not, for part of the day, choose a place to Rest, Enjoy, Learn….Indulge? Is that not also part of what it means to be human?

I manage a kitchen in an Assisted Living and Extended Healthcare (a.k.a. nursing home) Community. So far, we have kept COVID-19 out of our buildings, in which reside people who are most vulnerable to the serious symptoms of the disease. Institutions nearby (just a few blocks away) have been less fortunate.

We have taken many, many measures of varying extremity to keep our residents safe. All of our communal dining spaces are closed and we deliver meals to resident rooms and apartments. No non-essential people are allowed in the building (including visitors). The place smells of disinfectants. We all wear masks and face shields. Employees are requested to wear masks whenever we are in contact with the rest of the world and to limit our travel. We have participated in one wave of mass testing (no positive tests!!). It goes on like that. There’s no end in sight.

Among all of the preventative and precautionary measures we are taking, something is working. It may be one thing and it may be all of the things. I’m not willing to take away any of the measures currently in place, no matter how inconvenient they may be, to test which is most important. Lives in my care are literally at stake.

I also live in the state in which George Floyd was killed by police. There is stress. There is anxiety, uncertainty, insomnia, exhaustion, frustration, fear, anger. This is life now, at The Day Job and outside of it. I do not want to stop doing anything that gives me a reason to carry on. I’m not willing to give up on what matters, what I enjoy, what keeps me sane. What keeps me human. I’m not willing to stop any precautions against inhumanity.

Like:

**Black Lives Matter (Do not argue. Your arguments are ignorant at best. Unfollow if necessary.)

**The Cooking Gene by Michael W. Twitty. I read this a long time ago, but I recommend reading it now to better understand the journey of African Americans in this country and the racism still inherent in our culture. It might make you uncomfortable. It should make you uncomfortable. Read. This. Book.

**Other reading. I’ve read and LOVED the following novels recently: Gideon the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir. Ten Thousand Doors of January by Alix E. Harrow. The Bone Season, The Mime Order, and The Song Rising (a trilogy) by Samantha Shannon. The Starless Sea by Erin Morgenstern.

I’m also currently reading Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind, by Yuval Noah Harari. This is one of those books that changes your understanding of the world and snaps your vision of everything into a new level of clarity.

** “I Love Everything”, Patton Oswalt’s latest stand-up comedy special on Netflix. Truly very, very funny, but also like a visit with a friend when I couldn’t visit friends, a chat about the absurdities of life, love, and middle-age.

** “The Splendid Table”. When it comes to feeling like I’m chatting with friends when I can’t, this show is quintessential.

**Gardening. Planting food is a therapeutic exercise in optimism. I planted lots of herbs, lettuces, something like 8 different kinds of tomato plants, winter squash, chile peppers, yellow summer squash, and, of course, zucchini. If civilization does collapse, I will likely still have my zucchini. There’s also rhubarb, of course.

**Baking bread. I’m not always thrilled when something I love becomes trendy, but I’m ecstatic that so many people are diving into baking and bread baking in particular. See, it really is great! In addition to Baguettes, Light Wheat Baguettes, and sandwich loaves like this one and this one, I’ve been trying loaves from my many, many cookbooks. I hope to talk about some of these in the upcoming months.

**So many other recipes! I’ve got a batch of this liqueur steeping! These bars and these scones and these scones are great! A rhubarb version of this cake was delicious! Strawberry-rhubarb and apricot jams! Homemade pizza every Saturday! These peanut butter cookies (with chocolate chips instead of peanut butter cups) just for fun! This cake and these brownies for an informal gathering with friends (social distancing observed)! Soup Beans with beans from Rancho Gordo! Plus I’ve discovered gnocchi, red beans and rice, and the best asparagus salad (in Six Seasons by Joshua McFadden)!

 

This space has almost always been about the food: ingredients, recipes, processes, flavors, techniques, variations, traditions, enjoyment. Cooking, baking, assembling a salad, exploring molecular gastronomy, these activities make us human, help us define ourselves, for better or for worse. These activities, along with reading lots of books, gardening, laughing along with relatable comedy, creating art, and getting absorbed in another human’s art are all helping us to stay grounded, sane, civilized. I for one am not going to stop doing them, talking about them, reporting on them, sharing them. The alternative is too grim to contemplate.

I hope you’ll come along.